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I HAD LEARNT TO HIDE MY HEART ♥ at 8:29 AM


i had learnt not to share my pain and problems with others bcause i know that i'll burden them. eventhough i am sad, i'll just act as if i'm okayy. today... i cried. well, i know i shouldnt cry. but i've been scolded by my mum so often lately. everytime i try so hard to hold back my emotions just to make her feel better. if i cry i am sure she'll feel bad. today she scolded me again. i know, i should not interfere conversations between my grandma and her. but i cant sit back and watch my grandma putting on a show. she knew my mum is sick. why cant she call others to buy her what she wants. why is it always MY MUM. my mum respect her bcause she said we needa respect elders. i just couldnt tolerate. i am trying to be nice to my grandma too. i try not to hate her. but she's being such a hypocrite. i cant stand all these.
yea, mum scolded me badly cause i told my grandma to tell someone else to get those things for her. yea, I KNOW. I AM WRONG in every perspective. but i just wanna protect my mum. i dont want my grandma to get advantage on my mum just bcause my mum respect her more than her daughters do. i know i'm wrong. i protect my mum in the wrong way. so i pretend that i'm sleeping when she scolded me. and the truth is i'm crying. i really wanted to cry out loud so badly but i couldnt. i know ended up mum will be more sad than i am. mum, i am sorry. you might think i am rebellious. you might be angry. but i want you to know. ILOVEYOU. no matter, how much time we have left. i home every moment that we had spent together will leave you great memories.
I AM SORRY FOR ALL THAT I'VE DONE and to my friends and *** sorry cause my problems burden you without realizing how annoying it would be for you all to listen to me all the time. from now on :) i will never bug you all over my problems anymore...
bcause this is a pathway i needa go alone

JOEY1827♥