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HOW MUCH LONGER? ♥ at 5:57 AM


I REALIZE I'LL ACTUALLY BLOG AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK (:
well,it is kinda boring with my life. it seems that i am always depress. i am trying not to be one. i can tell others to take things easy but when it comes to myself. i criously couldnt do it. my life is being controlled badly by my mum. she dislike that i sms too often. so, i wont be sms-ing from monday till thursday. i watch tv while i do my homework. i am already being good. even its saturday. i did not leave my books aside. and yea, she scolded me badly. everything that i do seems to be wrong and nothing seems to be right. why must she compare me with her friend's daughters which will be doctors in future? i mean, normally people who take up doctorate are different from NORMAL PEOPLE LIKE ME =.= i get so annoyed. i am sixteen and i want my teenage life. i will only have few years to be a teenager and you're making my life so miserable. i want to be an obedient kid. but the way you treat me, makes me rebellious. its just that i always control myself, hold back my emotions so that i wont hurt you. but why everytime i step backward you wanna step forward. i have my own limitations too. you're sick so i endure all this but how much longer can i let all these go on? everytime you scold me. i feel like crying. but i always hold back my emotions. hold back my temper. yet, you still say i'm showing my bad temper. mum, do you even remember. if i am showing my temper, i would have slam the door and off to bed like what i always do last time. cant you feel and cant you see how much i've change? can you please stop complaining at least for one day? you are like sprinkling salt on my wound. I PROMISE, i will work harder to be better. I WILL TRY TO BE WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE.

friends, you think i am leading a happy life? yea, true that i dont needa stress about MONEY. no financial problem. i dont needa worry that i dont have enough money to further my studies in future. SO WHAT? i dont have a happy family like you all do. you all can laugh happily from the bottom of your heart, but me? i cant. nothing is real now. laughters? happiness? and between YOU and i. there's a wall between us eversince SHE appeared. so i guess, i couldnt share my problems with you anymore.
cause you dont even care. do you?

JOEY1827♥