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My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

PARAMORE
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PROMISE ♥ at 7:32 AM


will we ever get back again? i really dunno. it was indeed a hard time for me to say the words to you. yes, it is harsh. i know it hurts you badly but i can tell you. my pain is always double of yours. i didnt know that you're really that important to me that i changed. i start to dislike people who crush on you get close to you. at first i also mistaken that i might have fall for you but i am wrong. i am just being selfish. i just dont wish anyone else in your life that might snatch you away from me. i hate myself bcause of CYS i am always scared that you'll leave me once you found your love one. i admit... i have not been a good foster. i am very bossy, demanding and petty but i really dont wish to be this way either. i know you must be suffering all along. i promise you, from today onwards i will change. no matter it is for the sake of you or whoever. i just hope to be a better person. nowadays i criously feel so depress cause i just dont know who to talk to when i need a listener like you. i keep everything to myself and ended up crying in school when someone in school talk about her mother, its not even my mother and i cried like a lunatic. how embarrassing but i am lucky that you didnt see me crying. actually i always wonder. what am i to you? am i really as important as what you always tell me? i wish i am.
i just wanna tell you not to lose faith in getting back with me again. i will change and i hope that you'll change too :)
criously IMISSYOU so much, gor. take care alright?

♥JOEY1827