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PROMISE ♥ at 7:32 AM


will we ever get back again? i really dunno. it was indeed a hard time for me to say the words to you. yes, it is harsh. i know it hurts you badly but i can tell you. my pain is always double of yours. i didnt know that you're really that important to me that i changed. i start to dislike people who crush on you get close to you. at first i also mistaken that i might have fall for you but i am wrong. i am just being selfish. i just dont wish anyone else in your life that might snatch you away from me. i hate myself bcause of CYS i am always scared that you'll leave me once you found your love one. i admit... i have not been a good foster. i am very bossy, demanding and petty but i really dont wish to be this way either. i know you must be suffering all along. i promise you, from today onwards i will change. no matter it is for the sake of you or whoever. i just hope to be a better person. nowadays i criously feel so depress cause i just dont know who to talk to when i need a listener like you. i keep everything to myself and ended up crying in school when someone in school talk about her mother, its not even my mother and i cried like a lunatic. how embarrassing but i am lucky that you didnt see me crying. actually i always wonder. what am i to you? am i really as important as what you always tell me? i wish i am.
i just wanna tell you not to lose faith in getting back with me again. i will change and i hope that you'll change too :)
criously IMISSYOU so much, gor. take care alright?

♥JOEY1827


错过是一种遗憾 ♥ at 12:27 AM

i wonder how many people agree with my title today.错过是一种遗憾. have you ever feel regret? i love this phrase cause it gives me a lot of inspiration in life.
few years back, i had a choice to made either to accept or reject. its bcause i lost my trust to that person so i lost the chance of being with my love one. i felt rather regret after that incident cause that person was happily with someone else and i am left alone. at times, i blamed myself for not accepting him. at times, i feel lonely cause i am not loved. i always look at him from my class which is the top level. but, sometimes i also feel happy cause i could see he was happy being with his girlfriend. as time went by, i am finally awake. i tried hard to let him go.and we're fosters since then. i am happy enough cause my wish is just to be by his side. be there for him whenever he needs me. and be there for him to shed off his tears IF necessary. and love him with all my heart. cause he means a lot to me. i just want him to know that he will occupy a very important part in my heart though i dont know am i the same to him. but i just want to tell him that. ILOVEYOU! :)
can you see your name carved in my heart?
can you see your face in my eyes?
and can you see that i have been thinking of you?
loving you silently, needing you terribly and missing you copiously. :D
나 의지사랑하다 영원히 <3

JOEY1827♥