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STORY NEVER ENDS ♥ at 4:14 AM

on the 18th october 1995 i was brought to this beautiful yet confound world. it is tough for me to live in this world as i am gonna face more and more consequences as i grow up day by day but what is even tougher is YOU, my MUM bringing me to this world. actually thinking of someday when you will leave me.it really breaks my hear. i really tried so hard to be optimistic. however... i cant. i wished that everything that happened was just a dream. till now. nothing seems to be real to me. NOTHING at all.but there's smtg i realize after my mum fall sick which is I AM A 100% spoil kid.
i dunno how to wash my clothes. i dunno how to mop the floor. the only thing i know how to do is washing the dishes. ahh. besides being reckless i know NOTHING. i am used to be pampered. i still remember when i was in standard one. without fail, every SINGLE day mum will buy me food and i'll eat at the so called ' pondok. '
mum said she's worry that many people will be queuing up at the stalls and i couldnt buy my food. see. she's just so sweet :) i just couldnt describe my beloved mum using just ONE word. even a thousand or million words will not be enough. it is true that i have lots of reason to cry but i will not let that happen. i wish that i will change not to let emotions take over me. i know i needa be smiling throughout the day. i need to keep mum's mood HIGH all the time. hahahaha. basically my brother and i are the same type. just that my sister is very weak. she cries easily. and that is why my brother and i are here to neutralize the situation. make sure everyone is happy and cheerful.
AND MUMMY BELOVED, i promise i'll take great care of myself when you're not around in ipoh. i will study harder cause i wanna impress you with my results someday.
MUM YOU ARE THE GREATEST MUMMY IN THE WORLD. planning my future since i am a kid. and in another life i hope i'll be your mum and you'll be my kid cause i want to pay back all that you've sacrifice for me. pay you back with all my love.
MUM ILOVEYOU





p/s thankyou for being a lovely friend of mine, NICOLE TAN :D

♥JOEY1827