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ITS BEEN A YEAR ♥ at 6:20 AM

its been a year. so fast isnt it? well i bet everyone will be wondering what am i talking about. well, on the 27.11.2009 i rmb that is the day i started my love story with someone but it ended up to be a nightmare. haha. isnt it amazing? :) haha. well i've actually started to forget about it but i just realize that i have set the date in my phone last year and initially it reminds me that it has been one year. isnt it fast? time really flies. and its been quite sometime i didnt update my bloggy.
i've been to singapore for 11days. not for fun or some sort of vacation. its for my mum's operation. that brain tumor really cause a lot of people worried. while i was in singapore many people called to ask about mum's condition. somehow i wish there would be someone who will call and ask me just a simple question like...
joey, how are you? i can tell that the pain in my heart is much much more than anyone else. i needa someone to console me. give me warmth. i just dont wanna be strong. some people they cry out easily and they can release their pain out... but... i cant the more i am sad the more my tears refuse to flow... sigh. help...


JOEY1827 ♥


I NEED A BREAK. PLEASE? ♥ at 6:48 AM

is it true if i have a kit kat i can take a break? if yes, i will buy dozens and dozens of it. cause i definitely need a LONGG LONGG break. everything which is happening around me really pressurize me a LOT. sigh. my relationship with G. doesnt seems to go well too. well, i admit that i am a super duper ultra sensitive girl. its true. but.. do you know i am feeling damn depress lately bcause of YOU? at times when both of us are sad? i will still try to cheer you up. but YOU? you're different. when your mood is bad. you will take decades to reply me with few alphabets. have you ever consider how i feel? you really break my heart. its been so long that i've tolerate. i've tried to hint to you. i really dunno whether you dont get what i mean or you're acting as if you dont know.i wish that you really dont know. when you truly need someone to comfort you. i will try my best to make you feel better. however have you ever appreciate what i've done for you? please tell me WHAT AM I TO YOU? dont toy me around? i am really very exhausted over all these. and for now i need a break. i've left my phone offline and no one is able to contact me. i just need some time to digest all this. i cant bare all these pain in an hour or two. i hope that you can understand. i am not trying to be selfish but i hope at this time. you'll think about what i am really to you. i can tell you that you've been playing an very important role in my life. and you gave me dozens of good memories, i dont hope that all these are fake.i dont want my sweet dreams to be destroyed and changed to nightmares. all along am i really knowing the real you? please tell me WHO ARE YOU?i am not here to let you to play a fool of. YOU'RE important to me! not kidding,if all along you're just playing a game on me. please kindly tell me, so that i can be awake and leave you. its been years all these things have been going on. i've also know you for years. even if i didnt reply you. you doesnt sound anxious. does that mean, i am nothing to you? or you'll just remember me when you're alone? if its true like what i guess. please just give me a break. and slowly let me go? but if you're true to me. i hope to receive a clear explanation from you. for all that you feel towards me. for all that you've done for me? i'll be waiting till the day you're awake that I AM IN PAIN :/
i didnt plan to tell you, but i hope you'll check out my blog and know who you are.
no needa mention your name out and i believe you should know yourself. if you still dont know. i am sorry. you might have to reflect all your deeds through the water.
if my words hurt you, i can say that i am sorry. but please understand. i have just too much to face and i just need someone TRUE that i can really lean on. cause sometimes all i need is your true colours.

NOW ALL I NEED IS A MOMENT OF SILENCE.



♥JOEY1827