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DEPRESSION ♥ at 6:37 AM


THIS IS WHERE THE STORY BEGINS, i have a friend name C. She was once a very bestfriend of mine but lately i realize that all along this friendship between me and her was nothing at all. She hurt me so badly with no sign of regrets. this pain in my heart is so internal that till this very moment it is still painful. this incident took place on tuesday which is the 17th of AUGUST. When school dismiss i was standing at the school gate with her and suddenly we overcome to this topic about good and bad girls? and then we had a small debate between each other, and ended up she said something very harsh to me. ' JOEYTANG do you think you're a very good girl? '
i said at least i am not that bad. i admit that i am not THAT GOOD but at least i really don't use vulgar words for no reason like i used to be in primary. i don't bully others but others bully me. and is this what she meant by naughty? ohh, god. i thought to really forget what she said MAYBE she didn't really mean it as she's always lidat. but unfortunately another friend of mine name J told me smtg which really made me so mad and from that moment i knew that this friendship between C and I had come to an end. J told me that C told her that day that she's very pissed off with me and she even insult me. she said i'm very stupid bcause i always don't understand their conversation. COME ON, from the beginning i also don't understand wert its like since the beginning of the year till now. and why must you say all these NOW? don't you know me well enough. i told J i am real hurt and J told me she'll try to tell C to apologize but it seems that C is not another heartless person. she told J if you continue telling me about joeytang we will not be friends too. I understand the consequences so i told J not to ask C about it anymore even if she apologize to me now. it meant nothing at all. ITS JUST AM EMPTY APOLOGY. she seemed to forgotten who was the ONE being there for her when she was once left alone with no other friends. she forgotten who was the one always accompanying her during recess. she forgotten all these bcause she has many friends now so she will kicked me out from her life. MAYBE this is her lifestyle. SHE's so famous how possible will she keep me as her bff?
someone which is so ugly and so unknown. haha. life is a reality show.
WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS YOU, they'll love you and protect you but once you're someone which come to no use YOU'll be erase off from her friends list and that's the end. BYE BYE.
i thought i could really forgive her but i know this time it is just off my limits i really can't. i even cried for her in class. how stupid. luckily my ROBOT TEARS WIPER ' WONGSUKYEIN '
is always there to wipe my tears off and soo trying to console me in a fierce way and YUJIE consoling me by singing with weird voices yet still very adorable.
PEOPLE THANKYOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, and as my friends please be REAL.
THANKYOU. :) Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened ♥
thankyou for telling me the truth J i am now AWAKE and will not be a toy of hers anymore!

♥JOEYLAUTNER1827