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WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE MYSELF STRONGER? ♥ at 6:54 AM

SOME SAY HOLDING ON IS WHAT MAKES YOU STRONG. BUT SOMETIMES IT TAKES MUCH MORE STRENGTH TO JUST LET GO AND MOVE ON. kaiyee sent this to me and i find it very meaningful. GOR, i believe you're just like me struggling through. BUT i know all we need is time. as time passes. we'll learn from mistakes. not to fall for THOSE people again and have a better life WITHOUT them. i believe we'll be happier by that time... i think? anyway do stay strong, gor. I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU IF YOU NEED ME. 24hours XD

♥JOEY 1827

I WANNA INVENT A GADGET ♥ at 7:18 PM


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY ♥

IF one day, i can become a SCIENTIST. the FIRST thing i wanna do is to invent a gadget. This is not a normal gadget. this is a gadget where human can erase off all their unwanted memories. and the memories that i wanna erase now is the memories between me and her. she's always bothering my mind lately. i am happy that I AM FRIENDS with misuet again but sometimes i knew it is not that beneficial as i've expected. through her i found out many things. now that i realize all along i am just a TOY of hers. and now that i'm unwanted she left me alone. and indirectly another better word that i can use is i am her TEMPORARY TOY! how true her love could be for me in the past. UNTIL this moment that i'm standing i finally realize how foolish i am being cheated. why didn't i choose another person who has been waiting for me since i'm form 1? why didn't i choose the loyal one instead? WTH is wrong with me i wonder? i hurt the same PERSON over and over again. and now i'm feeling damn guilty over it. I AM SORRY. i really didn't mean to hurt anyone. sigh. and
MY TOE. i am so terrified. dad says if it don't recover. he's gonna bring me to a doctor and remove my NAIL off. OMG. please recover. friends please don't step on my toe. :/ and i'm happy that SOMEONE is willing to read my bloggy and so i'll update it every weekend. if i am free. :) i wanna keep my blog alive all the time. anyway i am going to cook tmrw. i am making kuih ketayap? i'll upload the picture of my kuih in the next post.
I MUST FORGET YOU. I MUST. YOU'RE THE MOST DISTRACTING CREATURE ON EARTH. OR SHOULD I SAY SPECIES?

♥ JOEY. BYUNG. 1827


SORRY BLOGGY ♥ at 7:29 AM


SORRY for leaving you dead for so long and that is why i have decided to post something today. I remember it was friday night. I dreamt of CYS. well, basically there's nothing so SURPRISING its just a dream. BUT this dream brought me back a thousand memories. I still remember the first time knowing her was peeping her at the corridor of 3 eagle. WINNIE dragged me there, and i look at the name of the class and start counting. HERON, hornbill, oriole, osprey, partridge, pitta, prinia and EAGLE. and i said so LOUDLY. omg. are you kidding? last class eh. okay i admit the way i speak is wrong. but that was me ' LAST TIME'. as i remember winnie passed a letter to her. requesting to be her foster, and at that moment i thought winnie was insane. and later on i realize i was wrong. that time i was winnie's foster and indirectly cys should be my foster too. so under this condition cys is my gor. though i find this story very ridiculous but its so true. AFTER, being cys's foster. I PITY WINNIE. cause cys seems to put her fully attention on me and ignored winnie. and i do feel guilty about it even till this very MOMENT. cys and i are very very close. and one day winnie and carmen(my foster that time) argued. they wanted me to choose one of them. though it sounds like we're acting in a drama or smtg but its true. haha. then i cried over depression. CYS consoled me and seems to forget about winnie's condition. and later on broke up with winnie and be with carmen? but later on both also break dy laa. er, then idk when cys broke up with both of us. which is winnie and i bcause rumours around. sigh. then i damn depress over it. but dunno why later on cys and i become fosters again. she's damn good to me. we're close till her friends misunderstood our relationship. every morning. she'll be in the canteen waiting for me to come and take my books for me back to the HEAVENLY CLASS 2heron. :) I still remember one day she brought me a bottle of herbal tea. as she said its good. though its tasteless but i feel sweet inside as she gave it to me sincerely. then she coupled with pekkhee. i am sorry to pek khee too bcause she treat me better than her own gf. very soon they broke up :( during this period being her foster. really gave me a lot of memories like. i cooked during kh and let her try my dish. she taught me volley but i never succeed in it yet she don't dare to scold me. but i can see her anger inside. she even carry me and walked around the volley court. she makes me feel secure all the time. being her foster makes me feel so free. she always protect me. from volleyballs? haha. but soon. SUETMUN appeared. they coupled. and i knew that suetmun wasn't crious towards her THAT TIME. now? idk la. at first i didn't thought of breaking up with her. and i asked her this question. answer me honestly who is more important to you. suetmun? or me? the reason i asked her this question is bcause i cannot take it as she accepted suetmun when i've already told her suetmun told me she wasn't serious in this relationship. she said it was me so i didn't break up with her. but later on i found out she was lying to me. actually sm is more important. i really couldn't take it. so on the 1st on november i requested to break and that's the end of our story.
and now...
MY NEW STORY BEGINNING WITH LEOWWAIMUN AND I ♥
CYS I THINK ITS TIME TO FORGET ABOUT YOU... as i know you're no longer 'that' important to me anymore bcause i know leow can finally replace you in my heart. goodbye


HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TUNGKAIYEE ♥ at 7:14 AM




DEAR KAIYEE, HAPPY SWEET 16. i think i know you this year. YET, we can be so close to each other. MY FIRST TIME, taking a public bus is with you. its bcause of you i don't needa be so lost after starwalk. LUCKILY, you're there. in the bus we camwhore a little we even took picture of ELAINE AND HER BOY XD later in jj. we sang in kbox. ITS also very lucky that you're willing to accompany me. or else no one will sing with me. hee. you have been such a great friend. YOU PULL ME UP when i fall. YOU MAKE ME SMILE when i'm DOWN. i am so glad to have you as my friend. we always share our problems together and you even try to give me your best advise. hee. THANKYOU SO SO MUCH. and not to forget MY CLASSMATES IN 3HERON also gave me supports. MORAL SUPPORT? or maybe some violent act? haha. it doesn't matter. i knew it is for my own good :)

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN KAIYEE. NGO LOVE SEI LEI ♥