 Thursday, June 10, 2010
 I AM STEPPING MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU ♥ at 9:30 AMIts been so hard for me to live a happy life lately. EVERY SINGLE NIGHT, you'll appear in my DREAMS bothering my mind and ended up i didn't sleep well. I asked myself why am i always putting you first. i care about you MORE than myself. i used to love you MORE than i love myself. and now i find it SO STUPID. cause will you love me MORE than yourself? will you CARE about me MORE than yourself? i bet you won't. I never knew that you can be so COLD BLOODED until the moment i told you that I'm giving up. you can tell me you fall for another girl without thinking of how will i feel? I tried so hard not to feel sad over it because i know i shouldn't shed my tears for people like you. BUT.... i failed. i feel tears rolling down my cheek. i wet my pillow every night and yet i'm still not over you. you told me you cried but its for another GIRL. have you ever consider of my feelings? i replied you with a SMILE. telling you that don't tell me all these. i don't wanna know. i told her to share it with someone else. though i'm smiling outside but inside i'm crying. ALL my friends are worried about me. cause i am not like that in the past. i used to be a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY girl but ever since you appear in my life. i become very moody all the time. down. and sometimes super EMO. so FOR NOW, for the sake of those who are always worrying about me i must change. I will become the one ALL OF YOU who used to know. i will smile to face all the challenges in my life. I WILL STAND UP ONCE AGAIN because i have faith in myself. I WILL HAVE A BETTER LIFE WITHOUT YOU :) ♥ JOEY 1827 xoxo, you know you love me |
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