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MY SHORT POST ♥ at 9:21 AM


sorry as it is just a short post today. i have no time but rushing through.
HAPPY SWEET 16 GOR! ILOVEYOU ♥
and not to forget happy birthday XINYI :)

♥ JOEY 1827




ALL ABOUT SWEETS ♥ at 7:12 AM





HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SUKYEIN :D LOVE YOU ♥
MY BELOVED GOR A.K.A LEOWWAIMUN's BIRTHDAY is coming soon :)
so i've edited few pictures and plan to make it into photos and stick in the card as a mini album for her :) SHE HAS BEEN THE GREATEST GOR ! HIGH OR LOW. HAPPY OR SAD? she's always there standing by myside GIVING ME THE BEST SUPPORT ALL THE TIME. this is why ILOVEHER SO MUCH. ♥

♥ JOEY 1827


" I DON'T LOVE YOU.... i guess? " ♥ at 8:17 AM


LOVE YOU? LOVE YOU NOT? that's the phrase that came into my mind today. I finally text you as i requested for us to be friends again. MAYBE it is really very stupid to do so cause you don't seems to care about it afterall. whatever it is. i just don't wanna have any enemies. :) we might just be a hi-bye friend in future. BUT i seriously don't mind. AS GOR told me this today let bygones be bygones. it means to forgive and forget the past. I told myself if i never learn to let go the past i'll never have a AIMLESS life. but i know i shouldn't be like that. I HAVE A BRIGHTER FUTURE so why should i let my past destroy it? As i know you've started your new life with another. SO i should let go COMPLETELY. no point waiting for you when i know you don't even CARE? hees. this is life. what is gone... its gone. and if it is meant not to be MINE , no matter how hard i try forever its not mine. anyway congratulations to you for your new beginning. YOU HAVE YOURS. I'LL HAVE MINE! i am stepping out of your life now as i can feel that i have let you go by 85% and i think i need another MONTH to let go 100%.
MY FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU DECREASE AND FINALLY IT IS ALL GONE...

GOODBYE PAST , HELLO FUTURE :]

♥ JOEY 1827


WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? ♥ at 8:36 AM


TANJINGEE this post its all about YOU today. DO you know i've been so tired trying so hard to forget about her? AND just now we had an argument. you asked me. do you remember what you've promised. I am not trying to be mean, but there's really too many promises that caused me couldn't remember any. I AM SORRY for this. all along my memories are not that good anyway. YOU said i don't treat you as my friend dy? haha. what a joke. i was damn damn sad do you know?that day you fetch me to the stadium, on the way there i tried to talk to you but you didn't even bother to answer me. do you know how i feel? its as if i'm an idiot talking to myself. FINE. let it be. DURING tuition, i was waiting for you to come. WAIT and WAIT and WAIT. and finally waiteng told me. you went to singapore. did you even TELL me. is it that hard to just send me a text message? i believe its not. but you've chosen not to tell me and i'm stupidly waiting for you here. I answered. HUH? she didn't tell me wor. and I SMILED :) smile? haha. i feel the pain in my heart. YOU TOLD ME I DON'T TREAT YOU AS MY FRIEND DY. then, have you ever treat me as YOURS? i am really very tired to face all these everyday. I WANNA BE NICE TO YOU. i wanna treat you better if i could. i wished to be your close friend again. BUT every words of yours are stopping me to do so. JINGEE i do love you. BUT... have you ever LOVE ME TOO?
I HOPE THAT YOU CAN UNDERSTAND ME MORE. can you?
IF SORRY CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?

TANJINGEE I AM SORRY! forgive me. WILL YOU?
i really wanna settle all these down. i don't wanna argue anymore.
I AM SO TIRED TO FACE ANOTHER DAY. there's too much for me to handle and
I CAN'T DO IT ALL ALONE!

♥ JOEY1827




I MISS YOU KARWEI ♥ at 8:32 AM

HOW can i describe my feelings now? i can't find a suitable word to describe. SAD? not really? HAPPY? not exactly. ARGHH. Why am i still so confuse about my LIFE? Lately i have this kinda weird weird feelings where i don't wished to step out from my house. I don't feel like mixing around. Don't wanna hangout. WHY? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY? crazy right? sometimes i wish to have a delete button not those we have at the keyboards but those that can help me clear off all the PAST MEMORIES. I wanna forget everything even those memories can be happy? i just don't wanna keep it anymore. why can't i be like those people in DRAMAS? where they met an accident knock their head. BRAIN DAMAGED and lost all the memories? okay. so sorry. my imaginations goes wild. put those aside cause every night i will become very emotional for no reasons. JOEYLIM ( WINNIE's HUBBY ) said that i am his twin because we're equally CLUMSY. he is CLUMSIER please. haha. Anyway i really don't wanna go to school i can feel my lazy worms scattered over my body, they're pulling me to the bed all the time :) that's all for now. i am tired and i feel the magnetic force between my bed and I. GOOD NIGHT
IMISSYOU, TANGKARWEI ♥
when will you be home again? i miss your voice, waking me up from bed every morning. sigh.
I WILL BEG DAD TO BRING ME TO KL FOR A VISIT.
FINALLY, MICHELLE LEE requested this from me another small KID! aduii

I LOVE MICHELLE LEE :)

♥JOEY1827




I AM A CLUMSY GIRL AND I ♥ IT at 6:57 AM


I removed YOU from my friendlist. i can't stand for another second to see your profile appearing at my home page. THE BEST WAY remove you far far away from me, you seemed not to care so do I.Anyway this is not the main topic we're suppose to touch on today :) here it goes, today morning sent KARWEI to parade as he wants to queue up to get a WOOHOO box as today APPLE STALL is launching in IPOH PARADE. Supposingly in this box there's only a t-shirt BUT if you're lucky enough there might be a APPLE IPOD TOUCH? APPLE IPOD NANO? or APPLE SPEAKER?my brother is LUCKY enough as he gets a FREE APPLE IPOD NANO. i am like hell hell jealous as his apple IPOD NANO is different from mine, his NANO has a small tiny little camera. for video and mine? just an ordinary one. after sending karwei to parade mum and i went to TESCO buy household stuff. after that we went billion? i don't know as i am sleeping away in the car. sleep sleep and sleep. i only remember i locked the door when mum is not around when someone knock at the window i saw a familiar lady who looks like my MUM so i unlocked the door and continue sleeping. BACK AT HOME, i thought i wanna be a good kid so i helped mum to take the goods from the car back into the house. while i was walking back into the kitchen. SUDDENLY i heard a breaking sound. Guess what? i broke a bottle of tomato sauce. INSTEAD of helping i create another PROBLEM. I AM SO TROUBLESOME. i dunno what to do at that moment, so i stood there for awhile then... mum came. mum said.
YOU DON'T TOUCH. GO AWAY! :D and it reminds me of another incident, when i helped my mum to wash the dishes i BROKE a bowl. i still remember the first thing mum said was...
GIRL, are you okay? did you cut yourself or something? ♥ so sweet isn't it? she didn't scold me but cleaning up for me instead. she is a LOVELY mother :) ILOVEYOU MUM ♥
while mum is cleaning up. i went into the toilet to wash my leg as i saw tomato sauce all over it. EWW. as i was cleaning my leg i saw a patch of reddish liquid and i thought its tomato sauce. SURPRISINGLY its BLOOD. and i saw a small little piece of glass sticking on it, i pulled it out and threw it away. i don't really feel the pain after sometime i feel the itchyness and when i observed it CLEARLY its a deep CUT :X lucky enough i don't feel the PAIN :) i think that is all for today. one last thing leowwaimun said she'll be my lifebuoy and i'll be her lifeguard. I HONESTLY HATE IT cause i sounded so MAN!
I MISS MY FRIENDS ♥
YUJIE, CARMEN, SUKYEIN, SOO, KAIYEE, EUGENIA, WINNIE YIP, SIM, ZHILING, JIKHAY, JANICE, CHEEYIN, NICOLE TAN, XINYI, LEON
and many many more. OHH YEA. i have got to leave a tiny little space here for this little kiddy
JOEY LIM! happy? haha.

♥ JOEY 1827


YOU'RE NOTHING AT ALL ♥ at 8:05 AM

Nowadays i realize that having a LOVER is no longer everything. Cause what is the role of a lover is holding in our life at this stage? Basically, its just ' PUPPY LOVE ' afterall. At this age teenagers like us are very eager to get into a relationship as if has become the TREND to be in a relationship. some can be truly in love but some? they're just having fun around. and i find it so stupid as i am one of them. not the one having fun being in a relationship but i am the one truly in love with someone. Frankly, after this incident. I learn so much. I will now see everyone in different perspectives. Are they really nice to me? or they're just faking around. Sometimes, i try not to speak out eventhough i dislike because i don't wanna hurt others. I know best the feeling of being hurt. Seeing my best friend being backstab really makes me feel bad. I pity her. yet i can't do anything besides giving her my advise. is this LIFE? full of materialistic human beings everywhere? who is real in this world? LOGICALLY no one is real. cause revealing all the truth out its always UGLY! THE UGLY TRUTH remember? AND if every single one of us wanna be TRUE the whole entire PLANET will be UGLY. sorry. just crapping XD what i want now is just a HAPPY LIFE! :]
I HAVE A GREAT FOSTER ♥
I HAVE FANTASTIC FRIENDS ♥
I HAVE A LOVELY SISTER ♥
I HAVE AN ANNOYING BROTHER ♥
BUT its because of all of them I FEEL LOVED! I am happy for all i HAVE. PEOPLE?
THANKYOU FOR THE LOVE ♥

♥ JOEY 1827


I AM STEPPING MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU ♥ at 9:30 AM

Its been so hard for me to live a happy life lately. EVERY SINGLE NIGHT, you'll appear in my DREAMS bothering my mind and ended up i didn't sleep well. I asked myself why am i always putting you first. i care about you MORE than myself. i used to love you MORE than i love myself. and now i find it SO STUPID. cause will you love me MORE than yourself? will you CARE about me MORE than yourself? i bet you won't. I never knew that you can be so COLD BLOODED until the moment i told you that I'm giving up. you can tell me you fall for another girl without thinking of how will i feel? I tried so hard not to feel sad over it because i know i shouldn't shed my tears for people like you. BUT.... i failed. i feel tears rolling down my cheek. i wet my pillow every night and yet i'm still not over you. you told me you cried but its for another GIRL. have you ever consider of my feelings? i replied you with a SMILE. telling you that don't tell me all these. i don't wanna know. i told her to share it with someone else. though i'm smiling outside but inside i'm crying. ALL my friends are worried about me. cause i am not like that in the past. i used to be a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY girl but ever since you appear in my life. i become very moody all the time. down. and sometimes super EMO. so FOR NOW, for the sake of those who are always worrying about me i must change.
I will become the one ALL OF YOU who used to know. i will smile to face all the challenges in my life. I WILL STAND UP ONCE AGAIN because i have faith in myself.

I WILL HAVE A BETTER LIFE WITHOUT YOU :)

♥ JOEY 1827